Section 1.1: A Bittersweet Reality

Despite my love for this place, I am acutely aware that my stay is temporary. My husband is participating in an exchange program between the Canadian and British armed forces, which means we have a limited time here. We are scheduled to depart in the summer of 2023, which feels alarmingly close, despite being over a year away.

Lately, I've found myself consumed with planning trips, feeling as if time is slipping away from us. Instead of focusing on the adventures that lie ahead, I find myself fixated on what we may miss. The thought of leaving my friends behind fills me with sadness, and I worry about finding safe spaces for my puppy to explore when we return to Canada. The prospect of not seeing my family in France as often is equally heartbreaking.

Subsection 1.1.1: Living in the Moment

I am consciously striving to shift my perspective. We have plenty of time left to create memories here.

If I dwell on the endings, I risk missing the richness of the present. This mindset prevents me from fully engaging with experiences and people; I subconsciously try to cushion the emotional impact of our eventual departure. I remind myself that I must embrace the now.

Section 1.2: The Power of Presence

Thus, let this serve as a reminder for both you and me: rather than fixating on when experiences will conclude, we should immerse ourselves fully in them. Be present, remain open, and relish every moment.