# Transforming My Closet: A Journey of Self-Discovery and Growth
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Chapter 1: The Closet Crisis
"Hon, I can't shut the closet door anymore."
My husband’s remark struck a chord, especially since our bedroom was in disarray due to a water leak from our upstairs neighbors. His closet was a chaotic mess, and this situation was a clear signal that it was time to take charge of our lives. My inability to close the closet door meant that the repairman was stuck until I tackled the clutter.
I knew I had to act immediately. Surprisingly, this endeavor became a significant turning point for me, leading to several important insights that I feel compelled to share.
The first realization was that I needed to step up my game in modeling.
As a part of my career, my upper closet is filled with outfits I wear for photo shoots. Modeling not only helps promote my writing but can also influence my success in pitching to magazines. I found numerous garments meant for shoots that were either canceled or postponed, and this discovery highlighted how many ambitions I leave unfinished. The two clothing orders pictured above are examples of this—too small to wear, yet I can still showcase them!
I quickly began booking new concept shoots, so stay tuned for those on my Instagram!
Lesson #1: Clearing Clutter Creates Room for New Aspirations
Uncovering all those forgotten projects was a wake-up call that reignited my focus.
Chapter 1.1: Letting Go of the Past
But seriously, how was I still holding on to some of these items?
Everyone has that one article of clothing they can't bear to part with, regardless of how long it's been. Sometimes it’s a fit issue, while other times, like my two well-loved shirts from Damascus Apparel, they simply carry memories of wild nights. Despite washing them repeatedly, they remained stained and unwearable.
It hit me that this was a metaphor for the changes I needed to make in my social circles and the arguments I’d been having with toxic individuals. Ultimately, I discarded about four trash bags full of old, tattered clothes.
Author’s Note: If anyone happens to find a pair of pants roaming around, please name the new species after me—likely a native to the Hudson River!
Lesson #2: Release What No Longer Serves You
Discarding those clothes helped me reflect on my journey.
Chapter 1.2: Recognizing Growth
This photo was taken about eight months ago—what a change! I've moved away from vibrant, loud clothing staples. While I still keep some for shoots, I’ve noticed a significant shift in my wardrobe toward more minimalist choices—plain black tees and solid colors.
This evolution feels good. I’ve always identified with a punk and rave aesthetic, but now I feel a bit more refined.
Lesson #3: Reflect on Your Evolution
Cleaning out my closet revealed just how little I truly need.
Chapter 1.3: Embracing Minimalism
I got rid of four bags of clothes I had clung to for years, some dating back to before my child was born. Many items were one-time use for shoots, while others were simply taking up space.
Now, my closet is much sparser, and I appreciate that. My daily wear consists mainly of track pants, jeans, and yoga attire, underscoring how little I require in my everyday life. This realization has been liberating.
Lesson #4: Less Is More
Reorganizing my closet also brought clarity to my focus.
Chapter 1.4: Enhancing Productivity
With all the clothes gone, I realized there was more to address. I relocated around 80% of my props and clothing for shoots to a designated storage area. After cleaning and labeling the items I wanted to keep, I reached out to potential collaborators for future TFP shoots.
This tidiness has greatly improved my workflow and reduced the chaos in my schedule.
Lesson #5: A Tidy Space Enhances Focus
Finally, this experience reminded me that a single positive change can set off a chain reaction.
Chapter 1.5: The Ripple Effect of Change
Engaging in a significant cleaning session, like my closet journey, encourages further improvements in life. Soon after, I started tackling my finances and mental well-being, which reignited my motivation and even led me back to the gym. It was transformative.
Lesson #6: One Big Project Can Spark Renewed Energy
In conclusion, don’t delay—start your own decluttering journey today!
Chapter 2: Video Inspirations
This video, "THIS Is Why Your Closet Is Still A Huge Mess | Closet Detox Challenge Part 1," explores common obstacles to maintaining an organized closet and offers tips to overcome them.
In "My Massive Closet Cleanout: Taking On Myself As A Client! (Tough)," the creator shares their personal journey through a closet cleanout, offering insights and encouragement to others facing similar challenges.